A Little Heaven Called New York City

What is up ya'll?? New York City has been my dream since I was a girl, I've been dreaming of living there in my own two bed room apartment with my dog called Dinosaur (no actually i just made up the name) anyway, been dreaming that one day I'll have a career that is louder than life it self, a career that will put me on the map of being one of the most successful chef in the big apple. I love that city because I know that dreams will come true in this magnificent city. Ok so anyway my dream goes like this... Gue bakal tinggal di 2 bed rooms apartment that allows pet pastinya. Tempat dimana gue bekerja adalah salah satu restoran bintang 5 yang sangat terkenal disana (haven't decide on which restaurant), terus dating a really extra salty guy! HAHAHHA  terus gue bakal ngumpulin uang untuk open my own restaurant and when the restaurant is a big success I'll have my own line and fragrance. Gue belum berfikir untuk mempunyai anak sekarang karena kayanya the kid will just slow my career down, tapi mungkin one day I'll have one (just one is enough). Terus every month I'll go shopping near my place which will be Saks, Bloomingdale, and other big name stores hehehe... I just love my life! Then when the holidays come I'll go to Hawaii or Miami or other beach places! I love the beach! And when I'm 35 or so I'll get married in the city a big wedding with all my family and friends from all over the world and my ring would be a black diamond ring, (good luck to who ever's gonna marry me) HAHHA and I wont have my parents pay for my wedding, owhh and I'm going to design my own dress kalau ga ya Vera Wang is going to be the one who designed the dress, and yeah its for keeps! Semua yang di invite don't worry about the accommodation I'll handle it. Owhh and the honeymoon would be in Greece and then Indonesia to the most beautifulest beaches part of indonesia. Terus karena gue sudah super rich and powerful in my old days I'll just relax play golf or something... HAHAHHA ok so that's my whole dream I guess...

see you later alligators! :D 

Just Some Words

Love the one who hates you, pray for the one who hurts you, forgive the ones who scars you, because God does the same for you.

Speak only words of kindness, think only of good thoughts, and have a good faith.

God has already designed our lives from the moment he created the sun, the earth, and the sky. Our God is infinite and definite!

When life brings you down, get back up, cause what you're going through is nothing compared to what Jesus had to save our lives.

The more you know about God the less interest you'll show to this world, and the more you'll think of others.

I scream Your name with all my heart. I blush and cry every time I see Your face. You shine brighter than the sun. Your love is as pure as gold. I will never leave You cause I know You'll never leave me too.

Semua manusia mempunyai cahaya yang terang di dalam dirinya masing-masing. Tinggal tergantung pada keputusan mereka, apakah ingin memancarkan terang tersebut kepada dunia yang gelap? Atau, hanya memendamnya sampai sinar itu meredup dan tak terlihat lagi? Sinar kita akan sia-sia. Pancarkanlah sinar kita pada dunia yang gelap.

Dunia ini keras dan susah untuk dilembutkan, tapi bukan berarti tak bisa. Kita bisa memulainya dengan melembutkan hati kita sendiri. Dengan demikian, perlahan tapi pasti, dunia sekeliling kita akan berubah.

Semua manusia mempunyai dua sisi kepribadian yang berbeda. Pilihan kitalah yang akan menentukan sisi manakah yang akan mendominasi hidup kita? Yang baik atau buruk?

See everything hard as a challenge that will bring you closer to God.

Being different doesn't mean that you'll have to be arrogant, also being humble doesn't make you a slave. And being leader doesn't mean that you'll have to be boring. Have fun with what you're doing and don't think of it as a burden. Think of it as a way of showing how much you love Him.

That's it for now. Masih ada lagi sih tapi cape ngetik
see you later alligators! :D

Tryin To be Fancy

Heyo waddup?? today I'm reviewing one of the most happening restaurant and bar in Jakarta its called Luna Negra. I went there a few days ago with some friends. Karena hari itu kita merasa sedikit lebih kaya dari biasanya (berhubung hari itu adalah awal bulan). Jadi ada kemungkinan kita akan membuat ini menjadi ritual awal bulan kita. Ok back to the topic the food was good, tapi menurut gue not worth the pay karena dengan rasa demikian membayar kurang lebih 100rb tidaklah memuaskan, gue makan king prawn ravioli kalau menurut gue sih, it was too soggy not enough flavor and the pasta was not cooked enough, tapi gue juga mencoba beberapa desert dan their famous flavored beer. Menurut gue kalau masalah desertnya mereka sangat memuaskan dan flavored beernya juga sangat enak. mereka mempunyai koleksi wine, whiskey, vodka dan minuman beralkohol lainya yang sangat fariatif mereka mempunyai berbagai merek wine dari berbagai tahun jadi bila kalian mau minum dan hanya memakan desert I recommend you go there, but if your hungry for main courses I don't think you should, oh and the salad was good it was not excellent though.

My food the king prawn ravioli

The company, few of the greatest people in the world


see you later alligators! :D

Jesus Saved Me!

Wazzup ya'll?? Are you one of the believers or one of the non believers?? Doesn't matter cause after reading this i hope you all goin to believe!! Jadi critanya gini since i was a little kid gue udah kristen my parents are christians my grandparents are christians my whole fams are christians! Tapi gue i don't know what i am. Gue dari kecil udah greja and stuff but that was a ritual not because i believed in Jesus or anything. i tried to believe but failed. Trus gue beranjak dewasa, pas gue menduduki jenjang SMP gue mulai leaning towards being a non believer and more of the devil worshiper! hahahahah (not as extreme as it sounds) anywhoo... Ok so gue udh ga percaya Tuhan my studies were a mess my family was whatever, trus gue cuma bisa lari ke temen-temen gue but i got even more dissapointed, karena gue terlalu sering di kecewain gue jadi afraid of commitments banget dari situ setiap gue bangun pagi gue hanya berusaha suapaya hati gue numb i try to be as unfeeling as a girl could! Gue minum pain killer 4 tablet sebelum gue tidur just to get rid of all the feeling of dissapointment and anykind of feelings at all, gue berusaha untuk tidak memperdulikan orang, gue berusaha untuk pergi dari rumah when ever i could. I just runaway from the world runaway from my feelings! sebenernya sih kalo di bandingkan dengan orang lain lo bakal berfikir that my problems are simple, tapi gue benci banget dulu dengan keadaan kluarga gue yang setiap kali gue pulang cuma liat mereka berantem setiap kali gue pulang ada aja masalahnya sampe akhirnya gue yang nyuruh mereka cerai i just hate coming home feeling like crap!! Tapi nyokap gue terus berusaha untuk bertahan at that time gue berfikir lebih baik mereka cerai di bandingkan setiap kali gue pulang gue ngeliat mereka berantem. Hampir setiap malem i fell a sleep dengan kaca di tangan gue dan darah di lengan gue, gue cuma berfikir kalau gue mati, gue ga akan perlu merasakan sakit yang terus menerus seperti ini, and i don't even think thatanyone is going to miss me anyway. Iya sih emang nyokap gue kasih hampir apa aja yang gue mau, even though we're not that rich tapi dia kasih semua yang dia sanggup, but that wasn't enough. Lama kelamaan gue mengidap the depresi manic syndrome where everything is no longer satifying gue ga pernah merasa satisfied dengan apapun all i want is to die and not feel. Ok pas gue udah masuk SMA i found new friends they are more... what do you say hmmm experienced. Gue tetap melakukan all the things i did in SMP i still smoked i still drink but more and more. Gue udh sangat tidak memperdulikan nilai gue karena the teachers can be bought gue udah ada kendaraan sendiri which makes me easier to get anywhere. Sesampainya gue di bangku SMA kelas 2 gue diajak Vyra ke YC (Youth Camp) semacam ret-ret gitu pertama-tamanya gue ga mau banget dan sangat menolak! Tapi karena si Vyra bilang bakal seru gue turuti saja kemauan dia dan akhirnhya gue ikut disitu juga ada Onco Sua. Oncolah yang datang malam sebelum YC diadakan dan meminta bayaran. Nah pas hari Hnya gue males banget pergi tapi apa boleh buat yakan gue udah bayar... Akhirnya pun gue dengan sangat terpaksa ikut, and it was the best decision i have ever made! Di YC gue mengalami apa yang belum pernah gue alami sebelumnya gue mengenal siapa Tuhan and more importantly Bapa gue yang sebenarnya! Gue merasakan pelukan yang hangat kekosongan gue di isi dengan cintaNya yang sangat amat kepada gue! Pada hari itu gue menangis dan bertobat karena gue merasakan betapa besar kasihNya kepada gue. Gue ngerasa ga layak karena sudah terlalu banyak dosa yang gue buat, tapi Dia hanya berkata 'I love you no matter what you've done' disitu gue baru merasakan cinta yang abadi! Gue ngerasain gimana rasanya punya Bokap yang cinta sama gue, gue ngerasa gimana gue ga pernah di kecewain dengan kasihNya!



see you later alligator :D
ps:
Kalo lo mau ngerasain apa yang gue rasain ke YC tahun ini yaa November 5-6 ini akan diadakan lagi comment ke gue aja thx! ;)

can't seem to fall asleep

So I'm thinking i have this sortaf sleeping disorder the disorder thing is i cant seem to get any at night that is. but when the day light has come i could sleep like baby! this havent been a problem till now cause im starting college and i gotta wake up early!

see you later alligator! :D

Against All Odds

Hey bloggers!!!!!!! Sososo i haven't been writing in awhile cause i have nothing to write! I still have no idea what to write now!! hahahaaha
Jadi sebenernya hari ini mestinya sih gue MOS what ever thats for! Oh ya i have a question to all the kaka kelas yang suka ngerjain ade kelasnya DON'T YOU GUYS HAVE ANYTHING BETTER TO DO??? and yes i do mean every single one of you!! Ga penting tau ga sih ngata2in ade kelas dan mengurus hidup mereka!! I'm pretty sure your not yet that pinter mengurus hidup kalian sendiri!! Apakah ga ada yang mau menghentikan this ugly tradition?? Oh and kenapa ga ada yang mau mengehentiknya sih dari pihak sekolah that is! So actually I'm kindaf complaining right now!!!


so to all the kaka kelas stop it!! YOUR JUST EMBARRASSING YOUR SELF!!

See you later alligator! :D

Introducing My Youngest Brother Onco

Heyo wazzup country side of Jakarta, New York and around??? (apasih ga jelas??) So one more thing you guys should know me I'm like totally obsessed with the great city of NEW YORK!!! Anyway back to the point. So today I'm gonna write a little about my brother from another mother Onco! Here goes nothing...

Jadi waktu SD gue dan kluarga gue sering banget jalan-jalan ke anyer, I just love the beach. Di perjalanan seperti biasa gue Vira, Onco dan Sua jokes around sambil terkakak-kikik dan kita cerita-cerita atau ledek-ledekan Sua suka ngeledekin Vira karena dia sipit, gue dan Onco hanya menjadi latar belakang yang ikut meramaikan suasana. Beberapa jam sudah berlalu dan akhirnya kita sampai juga di tempat tujuan. Sesampainya di anyer the old ones rested karena sudah agak sedikit malam. Tapi karena gue dan sodara-sodara gue a little bit too excited kita decided untuk pergi jalan-jalan ke pantai. Akhirnya setelah menunggu sekian lama pagipun tiba dan sambil jejingkrakan kita siap-siap mau ke pantai menghabiskan waktu di sana,  body surfing and such. Tak kita sadari hari sudah semakin sore dan kita belum pulang juga. Sua dan Onco sedang main di tengah laut gue dan Vira lagi sok-sokan nyari kerang (padahal di situ kerangnya dikit). Karena sudah terlalu sore gue dan Vira mulai mengajak Onco dan Sua untuk kembali ke cottage Sua langsung menghampiri kita, akan tetapi Onco tetap berada di tengah laut, kita bertiga mulai bertriak-triak kearah Onco "nco ayo balik nco!!" Onco bilang "tunggu ka Sua, Onco lagi nyari kerang". Akhirnya sudah sekian lama Onco selesai juga dan kita pun kembali ke cottage. Sesampainya di cottage Onco bisik-bisik kepada Sua, tiba-tiba Sua ngakak ga berhent-henti Onco triak-triak "jangan kasih tau ka Vira sama Ici" (Ici my nick name) langsung gue dan Vira semakin penasaran, akhirnya Sua membuka mulutnya dan dia bilang "masa tadi pas mau pulang lo tau ga kenapa si Onco lama??" we said "kenapa wa critain!!" Sua "ternayata dia pupup di tengah laut, bilangnya sih sok-sokan nyari kerang ternyata membuang hajat!!" gue Vira Sua langsung ngakak sampai terpipis-pipis. Onco dengan muka muram malu campur marah berkata "kan gue udah ga bisa tahan tadi" HAHAHAHA gue sangat berharap please nco sekarang lo udah tidak melakukan hal tersebut! Well that's the end of the story hope ya'll enjoyed it and please do laugh!

see you later alligators! :D

PHOTO'SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

here's Arry and me!! don't we look like we're having so much fun?? well we weren't cause after this picture is taken i fell flat on my face!! 

so here's some of the people i've been talking bout!! that's Sua, Onco, Vira and me!!!!  i know we look kindaf weird aight but that's what makes us happy being weird and just being us!!
see you later alligators! :D

Embarrassing Lizzie

As promised, I'm delivering one of my many embarrassing moments in life but due to security reasons I've changed  the names except my own. This story happened when I was in SMA, jadi begini ceritanya. Karena gue dan Vira dulu satu sekolah we spent a lot of time together, kalau pulang sekolah gue suka kerumahnya begitupun kebalikanya. Pada hari itu kita memutuskan untuk pulang sekolah naik salah satu kendaraan umum, and it was like pouring hardcore rain outside. Entah kenapa we decided to walk padahal masih agak jauh rumahnya Vira, and as I've said before it was raining. Selagi kita berjalan kaki, kita bercerita-cerita tentang kejadian-kejadian aneh di sekolah, mulailah kita ngakak-ngakak sepanjang jalan, dan gue tidak bisa berhenti-berhenti tertawa. Selagi jalan kita melihat tukang mie ayam yang tempatnya terlihat hangat dan teduh. Karena kita basah kuyup dan lapar kita memutuskan untuk makan mie ayam, yang tempatnya terlihat hangat dan teduh itu, karena mie ayam itu hangat dan kita sedang kedinginan kita memakanya dengan lahap, tidak memperdulikan kepanasan mie ayam tersebut.Di dalam shack mie ayam itu kita masih tidak bisa berhenti tertawa, sampai tiba-tiba gue merasakan keinginan untuk ke toilet yang sangat mendalam, dan mulailah gue berusaha lari kearah rumah Vira. Akan tetapi apa daya gue untuk menahan keinginan alami seorang gadis yakan? Tanpa befikir panjang srrrrrr.... keluar... Dan di situ Vira ngeliatin gue teretawa ngakak sampai guling-gulingan di aspal jalanan. Gue dengan muka memerah dan malu bisik-bisik ke Vira "pir jangan bilang siapa-siapa ya". Sampai sekarang dia ga pernah bilang siapa-siapa (what a good sister she is). Akan tetapi tidak beberapa lama kejadian ini terulang lagi sewaktu kita sedang berjalan ke rumah Sua, namun hari itu sangatlah cerah jadi lebih memalukan di bandingkan waktu pas hujan. And now i have learned my lesson if you gotta to go, go before accidents happen!

I don't know if this is embarrassing enough to make ya'll laugh but I surely hope ya'll enjoyed it!

see you later alligators! :D

Just For Laughes

Hey good people!! So I got more stories, oh and before I tell these story to you all I just wanna say sorry to my cousins who might be embarrassed from one of my stories! (jangan kuatir akan ada embarrassing stories about me juga kok) OK lets begin. Cerita ini belum terlalu lama, waktu cerita ini terjadi gue dan Vira belum sempat bertobat jadi ya maaf yaa kalau ada anak SOUTHERN (gereja gue) yang membaca ini dan tercengang. So dulu sewaktu SMA gue dan Vira sering sekali kluar malam get a little tipsy and such, apalagi ketika nyokap gue ga di rumah. Gue dan dia sering banget jalan malem-malem minum di tempat yang bernama maman. Si maman ini bekerja di pinggir jalan dekat sekali sama parkit (parkir timur senayan), nah biasanya sesudah membeli minumanya gue dan Vira suka sekali ke parkit, cuma main-main aja atau kalau waktu itu kita sedang menunggu seorang teman kita. Pada malam hari yang indah namun dingin itu, tiba-tiba si Vira kebelet ingin ke toilet, namun toilet sangatlah jauh dari sana dan dia sudah tidak bisa menahan hasaratnya lagi, jadilah si Vira memulai kebiasaanya buang air sembarangan! Dia buang air tepat di balik pintu mobil namun dia lupa kalau bagian belakangnya tidak terlindungi, kemudian selaku dia membuang air ada tukang ojeg yang entah dari mana lewat, langsung si Vira panik banget sambil berusaha menutupi bagian blakangnya! Sambil bertriak-teriak "tutupin ci tutupin ciiiii, gue malu woy tutupin dong!!" gue hanya bisa tertawa di dalem mobil sampai terguling-guling dan sedikit banyak terkentut-kentut, untungnya ga beberapa lama teman yang kita tunggu-tunggu datang gue critain deh kejadian yang menimpa Vira, sang sahabat ngakak sampai tergeletak di dalam mobil. Sejak hari itu Vira sudah tidak mau lagi buang air di sembarang tempat! 

Saya memohon maaf sama pihak yang di rugikan (o_O) PISS PIR!! 

OK then see you later alligators! :D   

Minuman Kudus

Hey fellas!! sorry for blogging too much today I just happen to have a lot of thing I want ya'll to know! Jadi dulu waktu masih kecil gue Vira dan Onco sering banget di suruh-suruh sama Sua he's like the leader or what ever, nah dulu si Sua sering banget pindah-pindah rumah. Waktu itu dia pindah ke sebuah rumah di pinggiran kota nama tempatnya adalah ciledug, menurut gue waktu masih kecil tempat itu terlihat keren banget, banyak pohon ada got yang gue kira dulu sungai, pokonya tuh tempat havenly banget deh. Menurut gue! Aperrently menurut Vira dan Onco juga. And begin our journey to sakit perut-ness... Sementara ibu-ibu dan bapak-bapak sedang membereskan rumah. Gue Vira, Onco dan Sua pergi berpetualang ke hutan-hutan belantara (or so we thought, padahal sih cuma semak belukar),  sehabis kita berekpedisi ke hutan belantar kita merasakan kehausan yang sangat mendalam di tenggorokan masing-masing, dan di situlah kita melihat sungai yang sangat jernih dengan air yang mengalir dari air terjun (katanya Sua, kenyataanya sungai tersebut hanyalah sebuah got dan air terjunya hanyalah seprti muara yang dari kali besar ke got tersebut) dan Sua mulai beraksi dia berbicara "hey! kawan-kawan lihat kah engkau disana? ada sebuah sungai yang jernih! kalian haus kan? kita minum dari sana saja ya? karena rumah kita masih terlihat jauh!" (padahal si Sua tau itu air ga jernih-jernih amat dan sungainya adalah sebuah got) gue dan sodara-sodara yang lain bilang "iya nih kita sangat haus! bener ya Wa ini airnya bisa di minum?" Sua bilang "iya air ini bisa di minum ko!" dan akhirnya kita meminum air kudus tersebut sambil merasa bangga karena menemukan sumber air! Tetapi pada malam harinya kita merasa agak sedikit sakit perut, dan mual-mual tapi yang merasakan hanyalah gue, Vira dan Onco akhirnya kita tertidur lelap dengan kesakitan perut yang sngat amat. Keesokan harinya kita jalan-jalan keliling komplex, sambil berbincang-bincang dengan sukaria kita sesampainya kita di dekat pangkalan becak tiba-tiba Sua mulai bertindak agak sedikit aneh seprti dia sendang mencoba untuk menutup-nutupi sesuatu ternyata kektika kita memaksa dia untuk kasih liat, kita melihat seorang tukang becak sedang pup di sungai yang kemarin kita minum!!! Ternyata si Sua tidak sama sekali meminum air kemarin! Makanya yang sakit perut hanyalah kita bertiga! Sehabis kejadian itu gue, Vira, dan Onco muntah-muntah di rumah! Tapi anehnya sampai sekarang pun kalau Sua yang ngomong kita masih mendengarkan dan melakukan! Well that's the end of my second story hope ya'll enjoyed it!!

see you later alligators! :D

Me and my cousins

 I got five cousins 3 boys and 1 girl so with me that makes 5 with 2 girl and 3 boys! The four boys are Arry the eldest Sua the second eldest and Onco the youngest, the girls are Vira and me, Vira is older than I am, we've been together since I don't know when! OK enough chit chat lets just move on to the flash back shall we?? Jadi dulu waktu masih SD gue dan sodara-sodara gue ini pernah ikut ret-reat (some kind of church camp) terus selagi kita bergembira di tengah-tengah hutan belantara si Arry pingin show off ke cewe yang dia sukai namanya Yasmin (deskripsi tentang Yasmin: dia bule-bule indo gitu dengan badan kurus tinggi cantik ala super model anak SD) mulailah Arry beraksi, sambil memanjat sebuah pohon dia berteriak ke arah Yasmin "Yasmin liat gue ya!, I'm doing this for you baby", sambil ber-ala Tarzan dia manjat dan sok-sokan glantungan tapi karna mungkin pohonya ga kuat ngangkat badan dia (dia udah kelas 6 SD dan berbadan tinggi besar) alhasil pohonya yang keangkat dia, sampai keakar-akarnya pula!! Dan terus masih sempet-sempetnya dia act all cool di depan Yasmin! Yasminya langsung mukanya memerah dan ngakak di depan si Arry sambil bilang "HAHAHA please don't ever do that for me again your just embarrassing me" langsung gue dan sodara-sodara yang lain ngakak di tempat sambil kentut-kentut!! Tapi sayangnya kita semua kena omel sama kaka skolah minggu! -____- padahal yang manjat dia, kok kita juga kena omelan ya?? anyway that's the story of our mishaps hope ya'll enjoyed it!

see you later alligators! :D

a Little bit About Me

HELLO THERE! Me I'm silly, I do mean really silly I couldn't even keep a straight face when some one's yelling at me! Like one time I was training at one of the 5 star's hotel in Jakarta, and I did something totally wrong and stupid so my went abnormal in front of my face, and was literally spitting on my face and because she was making this abnormal expression I went LOL in front of her face and of course she gotten even madder (wait is that even a word madder?), so anyway I'm trying really hard to change. Second thing you guys should know I'm not that great in making new friends. I'm hoping by making this blog I'll become real famous and everyone would just wanna be my friend without me even trying! (yeah like that's ever gonna happen??) hahaha... but actually I'm really fun to be around with! huahahaha GR 100%! I'm the only child so no brothers or sisters, but I have cousins they're fun to have around, we do silly things together I'll tell you what kind of things we do in the next post! So that's all you got to know about me! 

see you later alligators!! :D

First Timers

I made this blog because it seems like fun! Well it kindaf is! hhahaha... Anyway I have a friend who has one of these things (blog I mean) her blog is always so interesting always has new posts and such so I thought to myself why not I make one!? Than today when I have nothing better to do, I did!! YEY!! With a little help from my friend, through BBM, I made my dream of having my own blog a reality!! Actually I don't have any concept just yet so like my blog title says I'm just going to write about anything and everything that's going on in my life!! My life is a little bit dramatic and lots of laugh and such, so just read this blog when your bored because surely I will do my best to make you guys laugh and keep you guys entertained! I'll keep you guys posted!!


see you later alligators!!:D

(maaf ya kalo ada broken english or such) 

hehehe